friend 2 weeks ?!

pelik dgn title aku kali ni? yess, believe or not. friend for 2 weeks only ! hear so best best kan?! yah, sgtt best .its only for 2 weeks,i also cant believe it. when im so hapy i hv no mood to posting sumtin 2 share, but i need 2 write sumtin when im so sad coz i need some place 2 talk & & need to luahkan apa yg aku rasa . he come with full of color into my life. give me more spirit that no one can gve 2 me.. oh, im so happy when 1st time he enter into my life. Like zay yg dulu kembali ceria seperti dulu. even only 2 weeks, but hv a lot thing we shared together. everyday, he wish me morning & night msg. but now, myb tiada lagi. tiada lagi org yg teman aku when aku perlukan someone. tiada lagi dia utk teman aku pergi dan balik dari kerja. bila aku takut, sunyi, sedih & happy ...
why semua org wanna go awayyyyyyyyy from me hah??? Fu** my life. tiada lagi kedengaran suara org "weyh, mulut ko ni..jgn mencarut blh x?" tiada lagi org yg teman aku sampai aku tetidur.. tiada lagi teman aku begayut malam smpai mengantuk !! nmpknyaaa telefon free 2 sgt sgt free now.! Myb this is my fate.. my fate utk tidak hidup hapy mcm org lain.. now, aku sunyi sgtt..when i need someone, u're not here & not belong to me now.
Im happy to be ur friend... gonna miss our time 2gether.. time gelak2, sesat, snap2 when kereta tgh byk & jem, huhu..
can i name it as "hanya mimpi indah" . yes, myb sgt sesuai. mimpi indah selama 2 minggu terlena dan bila terjaga.. semuanyaa hilang dan lenyap begitu saja ...
you say i do not need you now? ehm, you wrong !!! i always need you.. with me...
but its okay, myb aku bukan siapa2 dlm hdp kau.. :)
i love the way you make me happy & gelak kuat kuat !! you make my life so meaningful. weyh, thx la weyh.. sebab wat aku happy even xlama mana pon. happy happy !~
aku akan rindu kan kau laaaaaaa... sampai bila2, aku xkan lupakan org mcm kau. yg dtg dlm hidup aku wat aku happy. tp syg hanya sekejap semua ni kan...
thx 4 everything... wish u the best in new trimester.. have a nice !!
xdalaa kwn aku nak fly g korea & jepun nnti !! && xda lagi org nak buli aku ! haha

p/s : thx coz finally i cry because of you !!